And the cupboard was bare
Dew Drop, how to's
Thanks to those of you who shopped in my stores over the holidays and the New Year clearance sales. I was torn up about Sugarwing's arm and losing my dog, among other issues, so I was not paying proper attention to the shops and decided just to let them clear out so I could start over.
And the clearance sale did just that for me! wow. This is one of the cabinets I store most of my tidbits in after listing them, and as you can see, it is down to bare bones. I've got piles of new things ready to photograph and add to the shops, but for now, its just down to a few basics that I keep in stock and not many other items. Etsy is completely empty and there are only 5 pages in the Boutique, compared to the 14-15 I had rockin for the holidays. There were multiples of all the millinery packs, and now each one is the last of its kind, all the others sold.(But I have more to come, if I can snap out of my doldrums and get out the camera)
Did I say, THANK YOU?? I appreciate you coming here to shop with me, I know that the web is huge and there are tons of choices bombarding you everytime you look around. I try to make my packages extra pretty to let you know that I'm glad you came by and visited my store.
I have not made a dent in the pile of new items left to stock so far. I did restock the Charlottes, because that was easy, I just renewed the existing listing. For the other goodies, I'll have to take photos, edit, and list them one by one. But I promise, there is some gooooood stuff comin!

That is, if I can get myself in gear. I'm just not feeling it right now. Typical winter blahs maybe, but the weather has been far from blustery and blah.
Sparkle is missed, that is for sure. I'm sad about that.
And there have been some other issues family wise that are getting to me. Just enough to sap my creativity.
In the meantime, I'm making myself do little crafty things. Just enough to keep me from hibernating with a book and avoiding the world around me.
Last night, we had the family over for soft fish tacos (broiled cod, red & green peppers, and onion, drizzled with olive oil, lime juice, chilli powder and sea salt then wrapped in sun dried tomato tortillas and topped with white cheese and heirloom tomatoes). On the side, we had fresh guacamole. So, I had about 5 avacodo peels. And I hate to waste anything, so I made dye.
The peels were boiled in about 4 cups of water, then left to sit over night. Today, I dipped ribbon and lace in the water.
Avocado peels make a beautiful, old pink, not a bright one. It looks like the color of vintage silk slips.

After about 3/4 of the dye water was soaked up, I added leftover coffee and dyed some more lace with that color.

Then, when that second batch was about gone, I poured in more water and added a few drops of blue food coloring.
What a pretty robin's egg color it makes! These ribbons will be perfect for tying up some little somethings for Birdsong in April, isn't it the perfect springtime color?
Birdsong Two is almost full, we have space for 5 people. Its really nice that so many people from last year returned and a couple are bringing friends. That means a lot to me, that so many ladies who were at our first party want to come to our second. That's probably enough to cheer me up right there, if I wasn't in such a blah, contrary mood, I'd be dancing around with joy just thinking about it.

I don't think there is anything wrong with letting myself feel a bit down now and then. Life is about contrast, there has to be some down to the ups.
So….
I'll roll with it. I acknowledge that I'm down, and let myself mope a bit but not waller in it.
I'll try to do little crafty projects until I'm back to feeling arty again and I really want to make something.
I'll indulge myself a bit.
I'll make a list of why I'm sad, face it, honor and understand it. To bury the sadness just plants a seed to grow depression.
Here is my list, it does help to write it all down and get it out of my head. I see what I can face, what is trivial, what is just part of life, and what really deserves attention. If not, its all some amorphous blob of doom over my head that I can't define.
- My dog died
- Seeing Sugarwings and my husband hurt shook me up, even though I know they are fine now, I'm still reacting.
- Post holiday let down
- I worry about my kids
- its winter!
- Picnik is closing, and I love that site, and use it daily!!
- Ryan's car broke down
- Sometimes I get treated like a doormat
- I worry about my kids
- Christmas cookies are stuck to my butt.
- I miss my sisters, the older we get the further away they seem
- Taxes are lurking
- My studio is knee deep in clutter and I don't want to deal with it
- I worry about my kids
- Its winter.
- I need a nap
- I'm always behind, can't quite catch up

See, its not like I have giant, looming issues. Life is really pretty durn good around here andI know that I'm lucky. But for now, I'm going to take the rest of the day off the read a book and rest up a bit. Mabye an afternoon movie too…
I could do a "good things" list that would be thousands of times longer than my bad things list. But I won't for now, I'm going to roll with the downess a bit and then get on with the good stuff.





























































